Past, Present, Future

Just wanna give a shout out to Jo, my quirkiest and closest friend from secondary sch! It's been 9 years!!! She's 'Different, Different, but Same'. Those who know her will know why! HEHEHE! I really enjoy her company and one of her many strengths is how she makes the atmosphere so comfortable! Am really happy that she's been doing well in school! I bet her resume's gonna be really long! Haha! Anyway, she reminded me about some neoprints we took a long loonnnggg time ago! I'm gonna dig them out and scan them in! Maybe some of you will be shocked out of ur skin when u see the 13/14 yr old us. LOL! But if it's too horrific, I will not upload them. For my eyes and Jo's only! =P Thr's too much I can tell u abt our friendship! Revisiting some old pictures really makes me smile! Am v thkful for her and thkful that though she can be kinda racist towards a certain race I mess up here and thr, she still likes me so much, LOL~ Hoping to meet her after the crazy (deadlines/exams)! I should start calling up some of the others like Chiang, Jabez, Bteo etc lest they say I bo xim. Haha! Just wanna say that friendships are very precious to me... and even when I don't show it, I think of y'all! Reeeeaaaallly! Soompa!!

So anyway a couple of things have led me to think a lot about my career and all... one is Jo's blog post (told u I'm ur faithful stalker), another is how I've been depending on my mom for allowance and all my financial matters and I really don't like it! =( Can't wait to start working so my parents can take a break! =| Am very very blessed that I hv had so many opportunities and my parents hv been so gracious about letting me go...whether it's a holiday trip or school trip. I just wanna be independent and repay them... Though I know I'm forever indebted to them. I mean, no amount of $ can measure up to their love for me! But I just want them to enjoy life already! Anyway I've been looking at websites stating job openings from several government bodies where my interest lies: NPB (National Parks Board/Nparks), STB (Tourism Board), NAC (Arts Council), MFA (Foreign Affairs), CAAS/CAG (Aviation Authority/Changi Airport Grp). Hvn't explored the private sector yet. My field of study is in Geography, mostly the human aspect and I'm gonna do more modules relating to culture and tourism in year 3. So if I don't qualify for honours, just as well, I can start work. but if I do qualify, should I do the extra year just because that's the 'obvious choice'? I don't know. But I will trust God because He has nv failed me! At all of my major transition points, He opened ONE door for me. He knows I'm bad at making decisions and get stressed easily so He saved me the trouble of weighing 2 choices. Haha! I've always thought myself to be very aimless and dreamless...but I guess u can say this is one of my dreams? =B



You hold the future in your hands
You know my dreams and you have a plan
And as you light my way, I'll follow you

My eyes on all of the above
My soul secure in all you've done
My minds made up
And you are the only one for me

Jesus, savior, in my life you are everything
My future decided, I will praise your name
And I know that I am, I am yours
Yeah, I know that I am, I am yours!