The stress has been making me lose weight over the past months. I used to be 46/47 steadily and up to 49 on a SUPER full stomach but now I can't even get past 45. Today was a record low... I dropped below 44. I haven't had much appetitite but I've been forcing myself to eat no matter what and sometimes I even feel like throwing up. And before you get ahead of me, I'm not anorexic or bulimic! I wish to be in the healthy weight range. I abhor wasting food and I actually can eat A LOT!
It all started frm the time I had gastritis which could be due to stress as well (it's a 'chicken or egg first' thing). Then sch... relationships... =/ At times my limbs feel so lifeless and my heart beat goes crazy I don't even know anymore if it's due to stress or my lousy blood circulation. I can't wait for this sem to be over so I can start exercising. Yes, I can't wait to play some badminton!! Maybe I'll gain some muscle mass? Ha...
*Sigh*
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